Emotions
It's been almost a month since I last wrote. Things seem to be gradually falling in place, and there is some clarity and light at the end of the tunnel.
Yet I am a mixed bag of emotions - the excitement is interspersed with apprehension, and the anticipation is waylaid sometimes by occasional doubt.
Leaving my current comfort zone means leaving behind that which I have grown accustomed to for the last 3 years. The freedom I have now will give way to yet another aspect of freedom - giving up some rights in order to attain other rights - all these bring a sense of discomfort and tension, but yet there is a deep sense of the necessary.
A different phase of preparation. A different plane of experience.
Different yet the same. That sense of trust and abandon to the will of the Father must remain.
A different path perhaps. But the same companion.
Yet I am a mixed bag of emotions - the excitement is interspersed with apprehension, and the anticipation is waylaid sometimes by occasional doubt.
Leaving my current comfort zone means leaving behind that which I have grown accustomed to for the last 3 years. The freedom I have now will give way to yet another aspect of freedom - giving up some rights in order to attain other rights - all these bring a sense of discomfort and tension, but yet there is a deep sense of the necessary.
A different phase of preparation. A different plane of experience.
Different yet the same. That sense of trust and abandon to the will of the Father must remain.
A different path perhaps. But the same companion.
1 Comments:
Lord wl definitely show us the right way, no worries, fr sure there is an exist at the end of the path. He needs us learn fm experience, strength us in diff circumstance.
"The Lord watches over you,
the Lord is youyr shade at your right hand;
the sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon by night"
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